THE SHIPWRECK TO MARS
Altair I see this last grave like heart
Struck in ambers of the cooling flesh
of mine you held against your irregular
body You were mine for sometime
There’s always been a line keeping us
together like an isthmus Yet hope is
like a clue always changing And we open
our crippled hearts in the cemented and dark
dream
You are beautiful even in fatigue I pick flowers
Carried to your lithe violet red eyes now from
tears I scattered among the star tendon sky
Light lurks into the world like a firefly wailling
down the foamy joy washed into the sea I
no longer dream as a snake ate all what’s real
You were Adam and I was Eve between all greed
Or some part of you and me
That seems like such a long
time ago
Now
I can offer nothing but the deep kisses and the touch
of a warm hot flame to your body That turns cold when
you no longer know what you feel is real Glints in the
milk red skin I flicked in a soft pain in deceit for the heat
escapes And when have I slept along the shore all my
dreams got carried away What could await me but a late
bait of soaked bright color Death was choosing them
Not us my love If you could open your eyes and wake
up my love My love, the lonely places where we will
not find lonely again
Enter a light
Take my hand
If you ever
believed in me
Buried by the sun every day A memory of loss in your
heart I felt something so strange was arisen and it lifted
in the thin crisp air between the moment of happiness
and sadness A birth of there was no distance in this
moment A hot ripe peach like kiss I blush I mute in love
I cannot breath and it dissolves me I no longer crave for
you but for my peace this tension abides the emotions
green and red, feverous and envious Clench the shadows
if you could I run with them and you no longer could
For how have we ever loved My marbled eyes ravage under
the water for you cannot touch them now Only my mother
knows how to save her drowned daughter I cry for my selfish
ways Immure me for you will always do so Forbid the incarcerate
loathing singular human imprisoned within beastly volatile times
The illusion of a girl you’ve loved is entirely a dream
Made of nothing but the ravage glass like mind ..fragile
Amongst the worlds bitter structure of beauty and slender
pain Flexible honey sweetness almost sick to show him
each night he can drown against the dream of her lips
Worn out kiss and to the triangle of safety he can no longer
enter as he has parted from his magic and red red red
A flood of blood in my brain dilute into my heart crashing
the waves you obey and I tolerate your shape
A willowy body tangled in limbs of another to another
I never wanted another, you offered me the world To
the world with victory in your eyes and no longer did
I hold effortless grace in my limbs as you say that I
do Empowering the hollow like trance is a state of
defenseless aim I am not from the Venusian sky you
think of so beautifully but a fallen star from Mars
Grace like silkened beauty woven in my insides
Of a corpse like body subjected to death the death
of gravity Yet divinity is in the nothing I do seek
time to time to survive a cold fire to be alive
Christian martyrs poisonous eyes hung in the
air to contemplate the diminishing prestige of
crumbled history Death enters like a shipwreck
and piles upon on one the hands and skin
Loathing and fever fear
Shutter blind your love
Is it a persuasion I have
never cookie crumbled to
measure the crumbs to lick
the bittersweetness for it too
loathes and then lingers like a
planted demon seed inside the
body
We can not out run the nature nor love?
Can we out run love.. A demon fleeting
and then standing touching his heart
In a universe he had arisen in the beast
of man the beast of burden and my sympathy
is in this creature Finger by finger and he is
beloved The night deliquescent preserved
The illuminated light over his frame and the
stars blooded in the white of my eyes Was
that the fire of no sleep or tears I do not
want to know the answers I do not seek
You use to feel for me without looking You’d
touch every part of me the lengthened longing
would show you the breathing petal like cords
in my neck, you would kiss The teeth in nerves
across your soft flesh closed into mine I became
an animal aching to be with you And hour by hour
still when you’ll leave this skeleton and loose the
hands and voice of art, torn like ligaments from
the sky
It will dilute in empty air the earth will be smooth
silk and jagged like razors where it must be and
it will drift away. These sensations like glory
Pale open hope the ivory, skin to skin bodies
Ground to ground and my belly your belly.. raspberry
blood in spiral A classical tune of smoke like souring
lavender in the dissecting field I am the rose thorns
You’re the lender dear I Brave now, that you found
something immaculate Have you? This dark dead night
answers her across rose fields, questions her
I wither in Januarys fine jewel like frigid fire you
have escaped and I claw the bare heart scraping
the joy for tomorrow, for tomorrow will no longer
cut slit into tomorrow clouds Full of blue smoke
in heavy lidded eyes like linen on your body heat
A faithless room becomes a room A musician
without a voice tonight but a guitar and strings
that play like a body Nightmare freckled songs
that linger to the bottom of your soul they have no
control Sunken, sink into the quick rapture
We do never out run the capture
It’s blanket like light or darkness
I knelt upon my knees not to pray A cathedral
song parasite cream tongue on breast fills a
beautiful scream to the moon and silk space
nervous for fragile love no thickness cast the
due to death separates So does if we wait and
await unstable collections of the mind tumble
in whirl wind left secrets in the deep end
I believe in your spirit if doom it should lay
The angles and demons have all fallen down
here and they dance together So I believe and
I do Psalm hot rod heads to touch you while a
hummingbird blue sings in my finger tips to tease
you and a thousand moons weigh nothing
Divided constellations seek your faith Rapes in
the fever silver thin cancellation of the rippled sea
like mouth you open to say ”A saint, is awake”
And to look at me and pray You knelt upon your
knees to the savage waterbody of a woman you
see with a piano spine but I am that hunchback
do not look at me I am a broken song and you long
for me
