Text by Michael Taborsky
Photography by Daniel Santalla
“The first time I thought about if I should call it quits, was last summer. I shot about 10 people within a week and was super stressed all the time. I asked myself, do I really want that kind of stress and let it ruin something I love? The week passed and everything was fine again. But lately I started asking myself, if I want to invest so much time and energy into something I always wanted as a career but hasn’t turned out to be more than just a hobby yet.
Recently, tried to analyse what could enable me to take the next step, not just getting better, but also make a living out of it. Of course, delivering the best images possible was the number one on that list, being critical I have to admit, I’m not where I want to be. But self marketing and networking was clearly a big point too. Even though there are quite a few people who like to work with me, it seems that a lot of important ones do not notice my work (or simply do not find it good enough).
Even though I still love photography, love the creative outlet and the people I met through that passion, I need to re-evaluate what I need to do. Quitting may not seem to be an option, but sometimes you might need to take a step back in order to take even more steps forward. If quitting photography, at least shooting fashion & beauty, does help me to go my way in other parts of my life, it might be the right choice.
For the moment, I will concentrate on shooting film, because it’s simple what I first fell in love with and take a break from fashion / beauty. The desire to create that kind of pictures might come back.”
5 comments
Stay resilient, stay true to your artistic vision, and keep exploring ways to turn your passion into a sustainable career. Wishing you all the best on that journey.
Brave reflection. Reconnecting with film, your first love, sounds wise. Creativity returns renewed. Trust your path. Wishing clarity.
This is a great article, thank you for sharing.
Relatable! It’s tough when your passion feels more like a job. Taking a step back to rediscover the joy in film photography sounds like a great plan. Hope it works out!
If you’re working with NVIDIA RTX Remix (mentioned in your last query) Sprunki and want to quit the application, save your modding project in the RTX Remix Creator Toolkit by exporting assets (via OpenUSD format) before closing the Omniverse Launcher.