“Heavy and broken heart. The time and the hesitation amplified the fall, the noise of splinter on the ground which did not dampen anything. I took some time, rather ironic with myself afraid of losing a single crumb. The impact still resonates in the skull. Then a silence that turns into need. Again. Silence. Again.
For a long time.
I observed, concluded, even judged and then learned that everything is bound to heal and also to repeat itself over and over again.
«- Oh hello stranger, nice to meet you.»
Beautiful Muse, you see, I’m back, I never really left.
Damaged heart but now more stronger than before. Magic muse, unique and similar to all the others at the same time, I fall back into your arms. With another. All over again. Every time I believe in it. The warmth of kisses. To slide fingers through hair, hot emerald looks, naked bodies. Then tan under the moon to finally bury fingers into hot sand. It makes me feel good, it calms me down. Fragile sweetness, take your time if you were thinking to leave again. But before treat yourself with your master piece and please make sure to leave me some glitter and butterflies for tomorrow.
Murray-Sunset, Victoria, Australia.
December 2019.
Benjamin Medina for Pauline Gallot.”
