Seattle based photographer and video director Bethany Vargas teamed up with the two models Binta of and Katie – both SMG – for a visual journey through doubt, love, and broken spirit.

“As an artist you battle with your self internally. Wether its, “Am i good enough?” , Who am I as an artist?” “what am I doing?”. Battling with what you used to know and when you knew who you were. Left with nothing but a broken spirit. Whats wrong with me? Why can’t I feel the way the way I know I am capable of feeling? The feelings of normal? Pushing and pulling, back and forth, through self doubt, love, and so many feelings. The two characters in this short video represent the tiresome fluctuation of not feeling the normal self that I have known for 20 years.”

Styling and costume design by Ha-Vy Le, assistance by Aigul Baur and Kasaundra Kincaid and song “Big Things” by Blvc Svnd.